Party.

Party @ Josh Booth's last night. He is the one person at my university that I know from back home.
It was a decent party. I met a dozen different very good looking guys.
I had some fun, but every guy I met wanted me to be his beer pong partner or his dance partner. I was basically getting groped left and right. So I made sure everyone thought that Mike was my boyfriend. And then shortly after, Mike was leaving (he had a race Saturday morning - he's on the crew team) to get to bed early (like 12AM). I left with him.

We went back to his room. We talked for a while. Then he was going to bed, and I didn't feel like leaving. So I slept there, with him. And, once again, I praise god that I have my period right now, so I didn't have sex with him. Otherwise... I probably would have. And that would have been bad.

But I did sleep over there. It was nice to have some company. It reminded me of sleeping over Thom's house/apartment (minus the sex, of course, that was always regretful.).
Anyway, I was still pretty drunk, so I did something I shouldn't have - I took my dress off. I slept in my underwear. Bad Idea. But nothing happened, so I don't think I screwed up too badly. Well....except for early this morning. I was half asleep. And.... well... I'm just going to say it... Mike kissed me. And I let him.
But he knows it didn't mean anything.

I'm just going to move on quickly so I don't dwell on that fact.
I already regret it enough as it is.

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There was another party tonight (saturday night) that I was supposed to go to with Mike. But we would have to take a taxi there and back, and he was planning on sleeping there. So I would have to take a taxi back alone. That was no bueno. So I opted out. He went. It did not go well.
Apparently the party took place in a very sketchy neighborhood. Lots of heroine and shit around there. So a gang came in and tried to intimidate Mike's group of friends. Some guy pulled a gun. The gang left, promising to return with more guys and more guns. Mike and a couple of guys got out of there, and some stayed. All of them ended up alright, according to Mike.
I'm just glad Mike got out of there. I don't know what I would do if he got hurt.

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Anyway, talking to Matt again tonight. I met a bunch of his friends. I talked for an hour to his future roommate, Spencer. He was pretty cool. And then Matt came in and started joking and flirting and saying he was jealous.

I learned something new about him today. Matt's apparently a martial arts expert.
I hope he can demonstrate a couple of moves on me... if you know what I mean ;)

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I'm actually skyping with him right now.

I'll add more later if it seems worthwhile.

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

I feel I must add this one thing:
Last night, during our skype conversation, Matt asked me,
"So, what are you doing over winter break?"

I nearly fell off my chair.

He said that he and some of his friends want to go on a road trip, and he is trying to convince them to go up North, towards NY - with a stop in CT!!!!
He's going to try to come see me!! I finally get to meet him!

Now, he said not to get my hope up, but I just can't help it.

I asked him what was the first thing he would do if we finally met in person, and he simply said,
"Oh, I've got a few things in mind."

I hope he kisses me. First and foremost.
Kiss me...

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Oh please, God, don't let this fall through.