"Get a piece of paper and a pen...write this down."

Blah blah blah lots of homework.
Up til 2:20AM.
Then Matt came online.
great conversation, even if I ended up in tears...

I admitted that:
"I dont know. There's this thing about you.
When I talk to you... like now... I can feel completely positive that you love me.
But as soon as I walk away from my computer... my mind floods with doubts.
I can't help it.
It just happens."

and his response was more perfect than I could have ever imagined:
"I want you to do something for me:
Get a piece of paper.
And a pen.
And write this on it...
"Matt loves me very, very much, no matter what."
Then fold it up,
And keep it in your pocket.
Then if you have any doubt,
Just read the slip of paper.
Problem solved."


the conversation continued as such:
[2:54:36 AM] Zachariah: you're going to make me cry
[2:54:43 AM] Matthew Michael: I love you
[2:54:56 AM] Zachariah: I love you too.

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there was a lot more before and after, but that part will stay with me... I will definitely have sweet dreams tonight.