God's Plan.

I am not very religious.

I do not consider myself affiliated with any church, I do not identify with any one particular belief system.

I believe in God. Beyond that, though, I am not really sure where I stand.

But now I am starting to believe in some divine plan that this 'God' guy must have for me.

Let me explain.

I was in a bad situation about a month ago. I almost slept with a guy that I met at a party. I would have regretted it terribly.
The only thing that stopped me from having sex with him? I had gotten my period that day.
Now, taken alone, that can seem like a very lucky coincidence. But there's more.
After a party this past Saturday night, I spent the night with Mike. Again, the only thing that stopped us from sleeping together: I had my period.

And, lastly:
the Arkadiy situation. He is going to want to kiss me and touch me and be close to me. Well, I must have caught Liz's stupid cold, because I am currently all congested and achy. It sucks to be sick, but it was my excuse for not seeing him tonight. And it can work for the rest of the week. We might hang out, but I won't be all over him, and thus I won't do something I'm likely to regret later.
I like Arkadiy. But I can never love him. Not while Matt is in my heart. So I am trying to make sure Arkadiy doesn't fall for me, though he currently seems to be doing just that.
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This must have been planned by someone.