Erm... oh.

Arkadiy broke up with his girlfriend.


And now... he basically thinks that means he and I are hooking up.
And I think I might want to.

But I know that I will be thinking about Matt.
I hope I don't accidentally call him Matt. That would be terrible.
***
Talked with Mike about Arkadiy a bit, too.
Mike's wednesdaythursdaysunday. Don't ask.

8:54 PM - WednesdayThursdaySunday: You are a magnet for males, are you not?
8:54 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: i suppose.
8:54 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: thanks? i think...
8:54 PM - WednesdayThursdaySunday: I mean.
8:54 PM - WednesdayThursdaySunday: I've heard more stories about people falling in Love with you than any other person Ive met.
8:55 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: oh
8:55 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: heh
8:55 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: idk what i did wrong
8:55 PM - WednesdayThursdaySunday: That
8:55 PM - WednesdayThursdaySunday: That's the thing
8:55 PM - WednesdayThursdaySunday: You've just been yourself
8:55 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: oh
8:55 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: :)
8:55 PM - -SNiGS- Zachariah: you make me happy
8:55 PM - WednesdayThursdaySunday: I try.

I wish I could make him happy. But I know our friendship only hurts him.
It's terrible.

***
Skyped with Matt tonight. It was a really nice conversation.
I love him.
So much.


I'm happy tonight. Very happy. I actually shouldn't be this happy, but I think I am because
A) Arkadiy was flattering me all day, texting me like crazy.
B) Matt was very attentive and loving tonight during our conversation.
C) It's the fucking weekend, baby!!

^_^