I love Matt. We talked tonight. I actually got kind of pissy with him, which is new for me. I'm scared of what that means.
I'm too lazy to write anything original, so I am just copypasta-ing our convo from skype.
It's really long, and I may come back when I have time to edit it to something more reader-friendly (not like I have any readers anyway).
[1:39:54 AM] Matthew Michael: I want to see you
[1:40:04 AM] Zachariah: w/e
[1:40:07 AM] Matthew Michael: No
[1:40:09 AM] Matthew Michael: Those girls
[1:40:12 AM] Matthew Michael: I didn't bang them
[1:40:15 AM] Matthew Michael: Andrew just likes to be a dick
[1:40:17 AM] Zachariah: i don't care. do what you want.
[1:40:23 AM] Matthew Michael: He knows how I feel about you, and so he likes to play you off
[1:40:29 AM] Zachariah: yeah sounds like it
[1:40:31 AM] Matthew Michael: Because he's a dick
[1:40:42 AM] Matthew Michael: Don't you be mad at me
[1:40:43 AM] Zachariah: well he's good at what he does then. except i don't care who you screw
[1:40:46 AM] Matthew Michael: Seriously
[1:40:57 AM] Zachariah: you showed me that i need to try to do the same
[1:41:01 AM] Matthew Michael: Really
[1:41:03 AM] Matthew Michael: Really
[1:41:05 AM] Matthew Michael: We're doing this
[1:41:06 AM] Matthew Michael: Emma
[1:41:19 AM] Matthew Michael: More then six months I've known you
[1:41:22 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[1:41:32 AM] Matthew Michael: Listen
[1:41:33 AM] Zachariah: I am legitimately planning on picking someone up at a party this weekend and screwing them. just for the hell of it.
[1:41:42 AM] Matthew Michael: Look
[1:41:45 AM] Matthew Michael: If you want to do that
[1:41:46 AM] Matthew Michael: You can
[1:41:52 AM] Matthew Michael: If you really want to
[1:41:54 AM] Matthew Michael: It's fine
[1:41:59 AM] Zachariah: i know it is.
[1:42:03 AM] Matthew Michael: But
[1:42:10 AM] Matthew Michael: Look
[1:42:15 AM] Matthew Michael: This is just a big cluster fuck
[1:42:16 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[1:42:19 AM] Matthew Michael: This whole thing
[1:42:23 AM] Zachariah: you know i have been scared of getting mad at you.
[1:42:24 AM] Matthew Michael: And it looks much worse then it is
[1:42:24 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[1:42:30 AM] Zachariah: for the last 6 months
[1:42:39 AM] Matthew Michael: Well apparently it finally happened
[1:42:42 AM] Zachariah: because i didn't want you to think i wasn;'t worth the trouble
[1:42:53 AM] Zachariah: im not mad at you. even now
[1:42:55 AM] Zachariah: i want to be
[1:42:59 AM] Zachariah: but im not
[1:43:00 AM] Matthew Michael: You are
[1:43:04 AM] Zachariah: im just mad that i can't be there.
[1:43:04 AM] Matthew Michael: Don't lie to me
[1:43:08 AM] Matthew Michael: Shut up
[1:43:09 AM] Zachariah: and be the girl.
[1:43:12 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:43:15 AM] Matthew Michael: I wish you could too
[1:43:24 AM] Matthew Michael: You think this is easy for me?
[1:43:27 AM] Zachariah: yes
[1:43:34 AM] Matthew Michael: YOUR FUCKING A THOUSAND MILES AWAY
[1:43:38 AM] Matthew Michael: AND I CAN'T EVEN TOUCH YOU
[1:43:47 AM] Matthew Michael: It drives me insane
[1:43:50 AM] Matthew Michael: To no end
[1:43:57 AM] Zachariah: you're really good at seeming like it doesnt matter much to you
[1:43:59 AM] Matthew Michael: I lose my mind
[1:44:05 AM] Matthew Michael: It's just who I am
[1:44:07 AM] Zachariah: i know
[1:44:15 AM] Zachariah: doesn't mean it wont hurt me
[1:44:26 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm sorry
[1:44:28 AM] Zachariah: that's why i start doubting.
[1:44:32 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:44:37 AM] Zachariah: because it seems so easy for you to just dismiss me
[1:44:54 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:44:57 AM] Matthew Michael: But I don't
[1:45:00 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm just pissed
[1:45:08 AM] Matthew Michael: You are one of my close friends
[1:45:14 AM] Matthew Michael: I tell you things that I don't tell most people
[1:45:19 AM] Matthew Michael: Just because I know I can trust you
[1:45:22 AM] Matthew Michael: And because I like you
[1:45:22 AM] Matthew Michael: alot
[1:46:00 AM] Zachariah: look you dont have to prove anything to me
[1:46:05 AM] Matthew Michael: Shut up
[1:46:09 AM] Matthew Michael: I have everything to prove
[1:46:11 AM] Matthew Michael: Everything
[1:46:20 AM] Matthew Michael: Because that's how I roll
[1:46:26 AM] Matthew Michael: Want me to prove that I'm a man?
[1:47:06 AM] Matthew Michael: Are you there?
[1:47:08 AM] Matthew Michael: Come on
[1:47:08 AM] Zachariah: yes.
[1:47:13 AM] Matthew Michael: And you're pisses
[1:47:20 AM] Zachariah: i have always been pissed.
[1:47:24 AM] Zachariah: since i fell for you
[1:47:27 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:47:32 AM] Zachariah: but it's not directed towards you
[1:47:37 AM] Matthew Michael: But it is
[1:47:40 AM] Zachariah: you're just the most convenient person
[1:47:43 AM] Zachariah: and that's human nature
[1:48:20 AM] Matthew Michael: Look
[1:48:21 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:48:25 AM] Matthew Michael: You can hate me
[1:48:29 AM] Matthew Michael: I deserve it
[1:48:32 AM] Zachariah: i can NOT hate you.
[1:48:33 AM] Matthew Michael: All the shit I put you through
[1:48:38 AM] Matthew Michael: You could try
[1:48:42 AM] Matthew Michael: You might like it
[1:48:45 AM] Zachariah: what have you put me through that I haven't willingly subjected myself to?
[1:49:09 AM] Zachariah: and you said that you are feeling it too
[1:49:14 AM] Zachariah: so we're both fucked.
[1:49:20 AM] Zachariah: one more than the other
[1:49:20 AM] Matthew Michael: Pretty much
[1:49:23 AM] Zachariah: or more often
[1:49:26 AM] Zachariah: *nudge nudge*
[1:49:39 AM] Matthew Michael: Apparently you could be getting just as much
[1:49:41 AM] Matthew Michael: You're just picky
[1:49:45 AM] Matthew Michael: Mike
[1:49:46 AM] Matthew Michael: Thom
[1:49:46 AM] Zachariah: ha
[1:49:48 AM] Matthew Michael: Everyone
[1:49:53 AM] Zachariah: the crew team.
[1:49:56 AM] Matthew Michael: So shut your mouth
[1:50:05 AM] Matthew Michael: You could get anyone you wanted
[1:50:08 AM] Matthew Michael: And you know that
[1:50:10 AM] Zachariah: if picky means all i want is you, then I am picky.
[1:50:18 AM] Zachariah: and no, i most definitely cannot get anyone i want
[1:50:22 AM] Zachariah: I WANT YOU.
[1:50:25 AM] Zachariah: i can't have that.
[1:50:30 AM] Zachariah: so there.
[1:50:30 AM] Matthew Michael: You can
[1:50:32 AM] Matthew Michael: You will
[1:50:34 AM] Matthew Michael: Just wait
[1:50:35 AM] Zachariah: oh?
[1:50:37 AM] Matthew Michael: It'll happen
[1:50:38 AM] Matthew Michael: Yeah
[1:50:38 AM] Zachariah: someday?
[1:50:42 AM] Zachariah: eventually?
[1:50:48 AM] Zachariah: AMBIGUOUSLY?!
[1:50:49 AM] Matthew Michael: You may be skeptical, but it'll happen
[1:50:53 AM] Matthew Michael: It's who I am
[1:50:55 AM] Matthew Michael: Deal with it
[1:51:12 AM] Zachariah: i have been, haven't i?
[1:51:23 AM] Zachariah: as stoically as I could.
[1:51:38 AM] Zachariah: but i fail epically at the nonchalance that comes so easily to you
[1:52:08 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't understand
[1:52:10 AM] Matthew Michael: What do you mean?
[1:52:18 AM] Zachariah: how can i explain this
[1:52:33 AM] Zachariah: you're personality is such:
[1:52:59 AM] Zachariah: you seem like you can walk away from me at any second. and by the next day, forget that i even existed
[1:53:08 AM] Zachariah: i understand that its just you
[1:53:17 AM] Zachariah: but i am not that good at it.
[1:53:23 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:53:33 AM] Matthew Michael: Most people have problems with it
[1:53:34 AM] Zachariah: my emotions are pretty obvious to those i feel most passionately about
[1:53:40 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:53:42 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm sorry
[1:53:46 AM] Matthew Michael: It's just who I am
[1:53:48 AM] Matthew Michael: I can't help it
[1:53:50 AM] Zachariah: i know
[1:53:52 AM] Matthew Michael: People get pissed at me all the time
[1:53:54 AM] Zachariah: that's why i cant be mad at you
[1:53:57 AM] Matthew Michael: Because I seem distant
[1:54:00 AM] Matthew Michael: Or that I lead people on
[1:54:04 AM] Zachariah: EXACTLY
[1:54:06 AM] Matthew Michael: Even when I don't mean to
[1:54:12 AM] Matthew Michael: It just looks that ay
[1:54:31 AM] Zachariah: all i can do is look, matt. remember that. from here, all i can do is look.
[1:54:49 AM] Zachariah: i am a physical person
[1:55:02 AM] Zachariah: i need to be touched. to touch.
[1:55:09 AM] Zachariah: this is very difficult for me.
[1:55:19 AM] Matthew Michael: I know
[1:55:19 AM] Zachariah: as you say it is for you too
[1:55:43 AM] Zachariah: but with me it's obvious. you must be firmly aware of exactly how desperate i am to be with you
[1:56:10 AM] Zachariah: college was supposed to be my way out
[1:56:17 AM] Matthew Michael: I know that
[1:56:21 AM] Zachariah: and yours, probably
[1:57:19 AM] Matthew Michael: This sucks
[1:57:22 AM] Matthew Michael: But it doesn't
[1:57:27 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't know
[1:57:29 AM] Zachariah: this is what i am scared of.
[1:57:31 AM] Matthew Michael: This is complicated
[1:57:36 AM] Matthew Michael: What>
[1:58:31 AM] Matthew Michael: Look
[1:58:36 AM] Matthew Michael: Everything will work out
[1:58:42 AM] Zachariah: i dont want it to suck. then you will not want to talk to me.
[1:58:43 AM] Matthew Michael: Trust me
[1:58:48 AM] Matthew Michael: No
[1:58:54 AM] Matthew Michael: Then we're just living a lie
[1:58:57 AM] Matthew Michael: Tell me how you feel
[1:59:01 AM] Matthew Michael: Even if you think it won't end well
[1:59:15 AM] Matthew Michael: If you hold stuff back, it will ultimately destroy everything
[1:59:32 AM] Matthew Michael: If you have a problem with wha tI'm doing
[1:59:35 AM] Matthew Michael: Then just tell me
[1:59:43 AM] Matthew Michael: Because no matter what you can tell me
[1:59:49 AM] Matthew Michael: I'll always love you
[1:59:55 AM] Zachariah: dont say always.
[1:59:55 AM] Matthew Michael: Even if you hate me
[2:00:06 AM] Matthew Michael: Would you like me to lie to you?
[2:00:14 AM] Zachariah: i would like you to be honest with yourself.
[2:00:32 AM] Zachariah: why are you talking to me? why continue this?
[2:00:37 AM] Zachariah: ive been trying to figure that out for months
[2:00:47 AM] Zachariah: you dont need this kind of stress.
[2:01:02 AM] Matthew Michael: Then let's break it off
[2:01:08 AM] Matthew Michael: Maybe we need a break
[2:01:14 AM] Matthew Michael: But that's the last thing I want right now
[2:01:38 AM] Matthew Michael: Nether one of us wants this to end
[2:01:41 AM] Matthew Michael: And for good reason
[2:01:46 AM] Matthew Michael: We've invested alot into this
[2:01:58 AM] Zachariah: a lot of what?
[2:02:01 AM] Matthew Michael: And I'll be damned if I let someone like you go
[2:02:12 AM] Matthew Michael: A lot of time
[2:02:15 AM] Matthew Michael: Effort
[2:02:18 AM] Matthew Michael: Emotion
[2:02:33 AM] Matthew Michael: Emma...
[2:02:35 AM] Matthew Michael: Look at me
[2:02:42 AM] Matthew Michael: I love you
[2:02:43 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright?
[2:02:49 AM] Matthew Michael: I would love to see you
[2:02:51 AM] Matthew Michael: Trust me
[2:03:01 AM] Matthew Michael: I just can't figure out a way to do that
[2:03:04 AM] Matthew Michael: No matter what I do
[2:03:10 AM] Matthew Michael: Not yet
[2:03:11 AM] Matthew Michael: But soon
[2:03:13 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm trying
[2:03:24 AM] Matthew Michael: It's going to be about 400 dollars to just get up to PA
[2:03:27 AM] Matthew Michael: And I'm saving
[2:03:33 AM] Matthew Michael: But it's taking a while
[2:03:38 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[2:03:41 AM] Matthew Michael: And the time
[2:03:49 AM] Matthew Michael: This whole thing is so complicated
[2:04:01 AM] Matthew Michael: I have a headache
[2:04:06 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm sure you're worse off
[2:04:07 AM] Zachariah: that's me
[2:04:09 AM] Zachariah: no
[2:04:15 AM] Zachariah: i mean i'm the headache
[2:04:19 AM] Zachariah: *shrug*
[2:04:29 AM] Matthew Michael: No you're not
[2:04:37 AM] Zachariah: what else have i been for you?
[2:04:38 AM] Matthew Michael: The 1000 miles between us is
[2:04:43 AM] Zachariah: 1200
[2:04:53 AM] Matthew Michael: Too much
[2:05:03 AM] Zachariah: it's not fair
[2:05:14 AM] Zachariah: can we regress back to children and just complain like that?
[2:05:50 AM] Matthew Michael: Sure
[2:05:58 AM] Matthew Michael: I can throw a temper tantrum if you would like
[2:06:01 AM] Matthew Michael: If it would make you feel better
[2:06:06 AM] Matthew Michael: Just all over Andrews bed
[2:06:10 AM] Matthew Michael: He's not even here
[2:06:12 AM] Matthew Michael: Homo
[2:06:16 AM] Zachariah: lol
[2:06:20 AM] Matthew Michael: Don't worry
[2:06:25 AM] Matthew Michael: This whoule thine will work out
[2:06:28 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[2:06:29 AM] Zachariah: how?
[2:06:38 AM] Zachariah: if you make a promise like that...
[2:06:48 AM] Zachariah: you gotta be prepared to back it up
[2:06:59 AM] Zachariah: how can this possibly work out?
[2:07:04 AM] Matthew Michael: It will
[2:07:05 AM] Zachariah: i dont like to think about it
[2:07:07 AM] Matthew Michael: These things always do
[2:07:11 AM] Zachariah: but maybe we should.
[2:07:21 AM] Zachariah: "these things"?
[2:07:31 AM] Zachariah: how many of "these things" have you been in b4?
[2:09:33 AM] Matthew Michael: Hey
[2:09:35 AM] Matthew Michael: So I'm back
[2:09:39 AM] Matthew Michael: But I have to do homework
[2:09:39 AM] Matthew Michael: So
[2:09:41 AM] Matthew Michael: Yeah
[2:09:43 AM] Matthew Michael: Just FYI
[2:09:48 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm still here, though
[2:09:49 AM] Matthew Michael: Don't worry
[2:09:53 AM] Matthew Michael: What else is on your mind
[2:09:58 AM] Matthew Michael: Talk to me
[2:10:02 AM] Matthew Michael: I never get to talk to you
[2:10:07 AM] Zachariah: what you said
[2:10:11 AM] Zachariah: a few nights ago
[2:10:29 AM] Zachariah: we were talking about pretty much the same thing... how could this possibly work out
[2:10:48 AM] Zachariah: and you said, "we meet. it will be perfect. then one of us will cave and transfer."
[2:10:59 AM] Zachariah: it's not going to happen that way. and you know it.
[2:11:19 AM] Zachariah: i want so badly for us to be perfect, for it to feel amazing to be with you face to face
[2:11:33 AM] Zachariah: but at the same time, if we met up and it didn't click...
[2:11:38 AM] Zachariah: wouldn't that be better?
[2:11:49 AM] Zachariah: than walking away from the one i love?
[2:11:57 AM] Zachariah: once i am with you...
[2:12:05 AM] Zachariah: i don't know that i will want to let you go.
[2:12:18 AM] Matthew Michael: Who knows
[2:12:22 AM] Matthew Michael: It's impossible to day
[2:12:23 AM] Matthew Michael: say*
[2:12:25 AM] Matthew Michael: But
[2:12:32 AM] Zachariah: but it's plausible to discuss the possibilities.
[2:12:37 AM] Matthew Michael: I have a sneaking suspistion that it'll be awesome
[2:12:43 AM] Matthew Michael: Just between you and me
[2:12:46 AM] Zachariah: ok
[2:13:00 AM] Zachariah: well that leads us back to the main reason i brought this up
[2:13:11 AM] Zachariah: awesome. we're awesome. then what?
[2:13:17 AM] Zachariah: then nothing.
[2:13:23 AM] Zachariah: we're back where we started
[2:13:30 AM] Zachariah: except now we are positive that we love each other
[2:13:41 AM] Zachariah: and we've had a taste of how it feels to be in each others' arms
[2:13:53 AM] Zachariah: won't it be all the more painful to split then?
[2:14:18 AM] Matthew Michael: Probably
[2:14:24 AM] Zachariah: im sorry i have been so serious lately
[2:14:31 AM] Matthew Michael: It's sort of like, we're damned if we do, and we're damned if we don't
[2:14:36 AM] Zachariah: exactly
[2:14:40 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't care
[2:14:41 AM] Zachariah: so which is the lesser of two evils?
[2:14:46 AM] Matthew Michael: You can be crazy like a fox for all I care
[2:14:48 AM] Matthew Michael: Do what you want
[2:14:51 AM] Matthew Michael: Do what makes you happy
[2:14:54 AM] Matthew Michael: That's my motto
[2:14:57 AM] Matthew Michael: Well, one of them
[2:14:59 AM] Matthew Michael: Look
[2:15:02 AM] Matthew Michael: Shit happends
[2:15:05 AM] Matthew Michael: We'll just ride it out
[2:15:07 AM] Matthew Michael: And it'll be fine
[2:15:10 AM] Matthew Michael: Don't worry
[2:15:18 AM] Matthew Michael: It'll only make you feel worse
[2:15:21 AM] Zachariah: how can you sit there and tell me not to worry?
[2:15:30 AM] Zachariah: aren't you worried? ever?
[2:15:44 AM] Zachariah: or is the nonchalance truly your deepest feeling?
[2:16:21 AM] Matthew Michael: It's complicated
[2:16:24 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm just
[2:16:27 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't know
[2:16:32 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't really worry about stuff
[2:16:33 AM] Matthew Michael: I guess
[2:16:36 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't know
[2:16:46 AM] Matthew Michael: Nothing really get's to me
[2:16:52 AM] Zachariah: nothing?
[2:16:57 AM] Zachariah: that's frightening.
[2:17:15 AM] Zachariah: is that how you can compartmentalize your life?
[2:17:54 AM] Zachariah: ?
[2:18:28 AM] Matthew Michael: What?
[2:18:31 AM] Zachariah: what'd you do?
[2:18:33 AM] Matthew Michael: Compartmentalize
[2:18:36 AM] Zachariah: oh
[2:18:37 AM] Zachariah: yeah
[2:18:43 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm not a phyc major like you
[2:18:45 AM] Matthew Michael: Or whatever oyu are
[2:18:49 AM] Zachariah: fuck you
[2:18:50 AM] Matthew Michael: Neurosicence
[2:18:53 AM] Matthew Michael: Whatever
[2:18:57 AM] Matthew Michael: You don't even know my major
[2:19:06 AM] Zachariah: computer engineering
[2:19:21 AM] Zachariah: compartmentalize:
[2:19:34 AM] Zachariah: to divide one's life into nice, neat, SEPARATED compartments
[2:21:10 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't split things up
[2:21:16 AM] Matthew Michael: That's for gays and women
[2:21:16 AM] Zachariah: bullshit
[2:21:23 AM] Matthew Michael: No
[2:21:30 AM] Zachariah: "skype girl"
[2:21:31 AM] Matthew Michael: I just deal with things in a much chllier manner
[2:21:34 AM] Matthew Michael: Yeah
[2:21:36 AM] Zachariah: not mad, just making a point
[2:21:43 AM] Matthew Michael: htat's how Andrew thinks of oyu
[2:21:48 AM] Matthew Michael: He doesn't understand that you're a real person
[2:21:51 AM] Matthew Michael: With a name
[2:22:01 AM] Zachariah: isn't he the only person that even knows i exist? besides your sister?
[2:23:28 AM] Matthew Michael: No
[2:23:31 AM] Matthew Michael: SNIGS
[2:23:39 AM] Zachariah: you suck.
[2:23:43 AM] Matthew Michael: Damn straight
[2:23:51 AM] Zachariah: boys that want to screw me know that you are the reason they cant
[2:24:06 AM] Zachariah: people i barely talk to know your name.
[2:24:14 AM] Matthew Michael: Really?
[2:24:16 AM] Zachariah: i am terrible at keeping you a secret
[2:24:22 AM] Matthew Michael: What do you tell them?
[2:24:55 AM] Zachariah:
"I'm in love with this perfect guy. and for some unknown reason, he loves me too.
here's the catch..."
[2:25:02 AM] Zachariah: "...hes 1200 miles away."
[2:25:11 AM] Zachariah: that's what i tell people.
[2:25:31 AM] Zachariah: whenever i look sad or preoccupied, my roomates ask what happened with you
[2:25:49 AM] Matthew Michael: With me?
[2:25:52 AM] Matthew Michael: Really
[2:25:55 AM] Matthew Michael: They ask that?
[2:25:59 AM] Matthew Michael: About me
[2:25:59 AM] Zachariah: yeah
[2:26:02 AM] Matthew Michael: Wow
[2:26:07 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm touched
[2:26:18 AM] Zachariah: really?
[2:26:20 AM] Zachariah: i cant tell.
[2:26:22 AM] Zachariah: oh wait.
[2:26:22 AM] Matthew Michael: Fo rly?
[2:26:29 AM] Matthew Michael: Fo rly rly?
[2:26:32 AM] Zachariah: ...burn?
[2:26:37 AM] Matthew Michael: I don't know
[2:26:38 AM] Matthew Michael: What
[2:26:39 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm lost
[2:26:40 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm tired
[2:26:45 AM] Zachariah: dont go
[2:26:47 AM] Matthew Michael: I need to finish this homework
[2:26:47 AM] Matthew Michael: Brb
[2:29:06 AM] Matthew Michael: You can tlak to me
[2:29:10 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm just going to be in and out
[2:29:29 AM] Zachariah: well, if you wont focus on me, then i wont focus on you. i have homework too.
[2:29:49 AM] Matthew Michael: Oh sure
[2:29:54 AM] Matthew Michael: Phyc hoemwork
[2:29:57 AM] Zachariah: philos
[2:30:00 AM] Zachariah: not psych
[2:30:00 AM] Matthew Michael: Try not to over load yourself
[2:30:01 AM] Matthew Michael: Oh
[2:30:03 AM] Matthew Michael: My bad
[2:30:05 AM] Matthew Michael: So much work
[2:30:07 AM] Zachariah: it's heavy shit
[2:30:10 AM] Matthew Michael: You poor thing
[2:30:11 AM] Zachariah: jerk
[2:30:11 AM] Matthew Michael: Sure
[2:30:15 AM] Zachariah: Try fucking Calc
[2:30:17 AM] Zachariah: and i had chem lab for 3 hours today
[2:30:23 AM] Zachariah: and calc is tomorrow
[2:30:23 AM] Matthew Michael: I have to tomorrow
[2:30:26 AM] Matthew Michael: FOREVER
[2:30:27 AM] Matthew Michael: BWAHAHAHAa
[2:30:29 AM] Zachariah: so stoppit.
[2:30:31 AM] Matthew Michael: I WILL ALWAYS WIN
[2:30:31 AM] Zachariah: jerk
[2:30:32 AM] Matthew Michael: ALWAYS
[2:30:34 AM] Matthew Michael: I love oyu
[2:30:37 AM] Matthew Michael: Kiss me
(I jokingly blow him a kiss...)
[2:30:54 AM] Matthew Michael: That's the stuff
[2:30:58 AM] Zachariah: hostess?
[2:31:04 AM] Matthew Michael: Gawd
[2:31:05 AM] Matthew Michael: So hawt
[2:31:09 AM] Matthew Michael: I WANTS MOAR!
[2:31:13 AM] Matthew Michael: GIVES THEM TO MES!
[2:31:14 AM] Zachariah: I'LL SHOW YOU HOT
[2:31:20 AM] Matthew Michael: Oh baby
[2:31:25 AM] Zachariah: that got your attention
[2:31:29 AM] Matthew Michael: Go on...
[2:31:30 AM] Matthew Michael: You have
[2:31:35 AM] Matthew Michael: Come on...
[2:31:41 AM] Zachariah: i will show you hot.
[2:31:43 AM] Zachariah: in person.
[2:31:46 AM] Matthew Michael: Damn it
[2:31:48 AM] Zachariah: nah
[2:31:49 AM] Zachariah: jk
[2:31:50 AM] Matthew Michael: You little flirt
[2:31:54 AM] Zachariah: im incapable of hot
[2:31:57 AM] Zachariah: or sexy
[2:31:59 AM] Matthew Michael: Back to math
[2:32:00 AM] Zachariah: im just clumsy
[2:33:46 AM] Zachariah: my homework is entertaining
[2:34:27 AM] Matthew Michael: Lies
[2:34:30 AM] Matthew Michael: Nothing beats math
[2:34:34 AM] Matthew Michael: Math is awesome
[2:34:35 AM] Zachariah: "A man may be entitled to read an obscene book in his room, or expose himself indecently there, or masturbate, or flog himself, it that is possible, or what have you."
[2:34:45 AM] Zachariah: hahaha
[2:34:46 AM] Matthew Michael: What?
[2:34:50 AM] Matthew Michael: That's crazy
[2:34:50 AM] Zachariah: obscenity law
[2:34:52 AM] Matthew Michael: Math is awesome
[2:34:52 AM] Zachariah: mad entertaining
[2:34:59 AM] Matthew Michael: It is
[2:35:03 AM] Matthew Michael: It makes sense
[2:35:12 AM] Matthew Michael: Anything can be explained with it
[2:35:16 AM] Zachariah: no
[2:35:17 AM] Matthew Michael: Almost
[2:35:21 AM] Matthew Michael: Name anything
[2:35:26 AM] Matthew Michael: I bet I can relate it to math
[2:35:27 AM] Zachariah: you.
[2:35:34 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[2:35:43 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm easy
[2:35:54 AM] Matthew Michael: 18
[2:35:56 AM] Matthew Michael: There
[2:35:59 AM] Matthew Michael: Now
[2:36:00 AM] Zachariah: that's a number
[2:36:02 AM] Zachariah: that's not math
[2:36:05 AM] Matthew Michael: What part of me do you want me to explain?
[2:36:06 AM] Zachariah: and it doesn't explain you
[2:36:16 AM] Zachariah: the part that i dont understand
[2:36:50 AM] Matthew Michael: You're crazy
[2:36:59 AM] Zachariah: OVER YOU!!!
[2:37:00 AM] Zachariah: OH BABY
[2:37:01 AM] Zachariah: GAWD
[2:37:05 AM] Zachariah: SO SEXY
[2:37:09 AM] Matthew Michael: Damn right
[2:37:20 AM] Matthew Michael: Hey
[2:37:20 AM] Zachariah: see? i don't even understand you, and you've rubbed off on me
[2:37:22 AM] Matthew Michael: You
[2:37:26 AM] Zachariah: what?
[2:37:26 AM] Matthew Michael: haha
[2:37:28 AM] Matthew Michael: There we go
[2:37:32 AM] Matthew Michael: Now my plan is working
[2:37:37 AM] Matthew Michael: Soon you'll be just like me!
[2:37:38 AM] Matthew Michael: Bwahahaha
[2:37:40 AM] Zachariah: i cant be
[2:37:46 AM] Matthew Michael: Then you won't care about anything
[2:37:51 AM] Zachariah: so that is you?
[2:37:53 AM] Matthew Michael: It's pretty crazy
[2:37:54 AM] Matthew Michael: nah
[2:37:56 AM] Zachariah: you just don't care.
[2:37:57 AM] Matthew Michael: I care about stuff
[2:38:01 AM] Matthew Michael: I'm just much more reserved
[2:38:02 AM] Zachariah: like what?
[2:54:28 AM] Zachariah: twitch!!!
[2:59:15 AM] Zachariah: Matt
(I held up a piece of paper that said "I LOVE YOU" on it)
[2:59:24 AM] Matthew Michael: Yo
[2:59:25 AM] Matthew Michael: What's up
[2:59:37 AM] Matthew Michael: Thanks
[2:59:39 AM] Matthew Michael: Wha?
[2:59:40 AM] Matthew Michael: Why
[2:59:42 AM] Matthew Michael: I like it
[2:59:44 AM] Matthew Michael: Alot
[2:59:46 AM] Zachariah: you rejected my love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[2:59:47 AM] Zachariah: lol
[2:59:49 AM] Matthew Michael: I love you too
[2:59:52 AM] Matthew Michael: No I didn't
[2:59:56 AM] Matthew Michael: I took it
[3:00:01 AM] Zachariah: lol
[3:00:10 AM] Zachariah: I love you so much
[3:07:43 AM] Zachariah:
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
Tomorrow I'll miss you;
Remember I'll always be true.
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home every day,
And I'll send all my loving to you.
I'll pretend That I'm kissing
the lips I am missing
And hope that my dreams will come true.
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home every day,
And I'll send all my loving to you.
All my loving I will send to you.
All my loving, darling I'll be true.
[3:08:04 AM] Zachariah: the beatles?
[3:08:09 AM] Matthew Michael: Very nice
[3:08:10 AM] Matthew Michael: I approve
[3:08:22 AM] Matthew Michael: Don't be mad, but I don't check your blog
[3:08:24 AM] Matthew Michael: I lost the link
[3:08:26 AM] Matthew Michael: Sorry
[3:08:29 AM] Zachariah: I'm glad you don't, honestly
[3:08:33 AM] Zachariah: especially lately
[3:08:33 AM] Matthew Michael: Oh, alright
[3:08:37 AM] Matthew Michael: I thought you might be mad
[3:08:41 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[3:08:45 AM] Zachariah: lol Thom checks it every day
[3:08:46 AM] Matthew Michael: Phew
[3:08:49 AM] Zachariah: i have one follower
[3:08:50 AM] Zachariah: :P
[3:08:51 AM] Matthew Michael: Haha
[3:08:53 AM] Matthew Michael: Sorry
[3:08:55 AM] Matthew Michael: Yeah
[3:08:58 AM] Matthew Michael: I had it
[3:09:00 AM] Matthew Michael: Then I forgot to save it
[3:09:04 AM] Zachariah: matt
[3:09:06 AM] Matthew Michael: And now it's gone
[3:09:08 AM] Zachariah: i love you
[3:09:10 AM] Matthew Michael: Muh bad
[3:09:11 AM] Zachariah: relax.
[3:09:12 AM] Matthew Michael: Damn straight
[3:12:00 AM] Matthew Michael: Finished Calc
[3:12:02 AM] Matthew Michael: Brb
[3:12:03 AM] Matthew Michael: Teeth
[3:12:09 AM] Zachariah: ok
[3:13:24 AM] Zachariah: there's only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you: i love you.
[3:13:29 AM] Zachariah: do you like the plain white t's?
[3:14:25 AM] Matthew Michael: Alright
[3:14:32 AM] Zachariah: alright,
[3:14:35 AM] Matthew Michael: So
[3:14:38 AM] Matthew Michael: I need to go to bed
[3:14:44 AM] Matthew Michael: Chem stuff tomorrow
[3:14:45 AM] Matthew Michael: So
[3:14:46 AM] Matthew Michael: Nighty night
[3:14:47 AM] Matthew Michael: Grrl
[3:14:50 AM] Matthew Michael: Talk to you later
[3:14:58 AM] Zachariah: goodnight, honey
[3:15:21 AM] Matthew Michael: Sorry
[3:15:23 AM] Matthew Michael: Distracted
[3:15:26 AM] Matthew Michael: P.S. I love you
[3:15:28 AM] Matthew Michael: Nighty night
[3:15:30 AM] *** Call ended ***
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