Thursday.

Finally, this week is almost over.

I am tired and sick of spending every waking moment working - my only breaks so far have been a couple of hours I spent with Arkadiy and one webcamming session with Matt (last night).

I took my calculus test and got out an hour early from class, so I am just chilling right now, waiting for my Asian Behavior and Thought class to start.

I have been looking through possible courses to register for this Spring... Nothing that interesting so far, except that I might get to take Fundamentals of Neuroscience, which would be so awesome!
I have already forgotten why I chose neuroscience as my major. I haven't had a Bio course, so I have just been wrapped up in Chemistry and Calculus, and hating every moment of it. ..Hopefully this Neuroscience course does end up on my schedule next semester, so I can remind myself of why I love this science, or at least switch majors before I am too far along on this track.

Anyway, tonight, Liz and I are going to see a play, called The Stuttering Preach to complete our Acting Class assignments (see a play in Philly, write an essay about it). I am excited about the play, but I am dreading the idea of seeing it with Liz. She is crazy, and neurotic, and just a general schitzoid headcase. I can't stand her. Even having conversations with her is just me nodding disinterestedly, and her blathering on and on about who knows (or cares) what.

I don't understand why I constantly subject myself to her company. Well, alright, often, it is her that tries to spend time with me, but still.
I don't know how many more excuses I can come up with for not going home with her over the weekend...she keeps asking me to go with her, and I keep saying, "no, I have ____ this weekend, I can't" or "no, I'm really swamped with work this weekend, I'm sorry."
Etc.

She's annoying as fuck, is what it comes down to.

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Anyway, the more time I spend with Arkadiy, the more clear is it to me that I am capable of having unattached fun with him - if I (or He) walked away right now, I would be annoyed (because we still haven't screwed), but I would not be hurt at all. However, he is becoming more and more attached, I think. I am worried, because I do not intend to hurt him, but that is the ultimate result of this whole.... thing.

meh. I will cross that bridge when I get to it, I suppose.

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I miss my clan and my games. I haven't had time to play TF2, HL2, or anything this week. It sucks. Hopefully I will be able to do that this weekend. :)

Well, I have to run to my next class. I will try to add more later, if anything interesting comes up or occurs.
(I have noticed how infrequent my updates have become, and I apologize for that - it is not a loss of interest, simply a lack of time.)

Bye for now.