Can't wait to be on my own and to have my own place.
Also I scheduled my classes so that I have mondays and fridays off! (My tuesdays and thursdays are completely booked, but it is worth it!)
Lastly, I can't wait to spend this year with Arkadiy. I missed him all summer (although we did have fairly frequent visits)... and hopefully he won't get confused about another girl when I'm there to remind him why he wants me. This summer was very rough. He can't handle distance, apparently, and he had some 'feelings' for a girl he met in a class last year whom he spent most of the summer hanging out with.
If I ever get the privilege of meeting her, that girl just might get what is coming to her for the pain I went through.
Anyway, so now things are patched up, sort of, and we are better. It has been a learning process for both of us. Hopefully it is a good thing, and now we will be able to have a better relationship because of it. Whatever, we'll see. He's not even ready to be 'in a relationship' with me yet. His explanation is that he doesn't want to upset Dylan (that's her name). It's ridiculous.
Okay, okay I've ranted enough. Done now.
I have missed him and I still love him.
That's what matters most, I think.
A good friend told me to always remember to be true to myself. I will try.
fingers crossed for a good year.
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